I...wanna be inside ur heaven..

Dunno what's the deal lately, but i guess it's the monsoon rainy spell, stirs up emo-ness in peope i guess... Today's another rainy day, whole day fr morn till evening, driving to klang in my 'new' (refurbished) iswara and then suddenly switching to 105.7fm....damn emo..

Then even worse, u get carrie underwood belting out Inside Your Heaven over the radio...and i start thinking of 2 years ago...when carrie won idol... emo is not even about carrie winning idol.. but the significance of that phase in my life.. hell my first blog post ever (friendster) was about carrie underwood.. thats so weird.. how such and unimportant person such as carrie would be intertwined in my life in such a 'dramatic' way... *confused*

Lately Ive been drawing...

It's weird, cos of late, the more i tell myself i need to study the more i refuse to...
and then what happens? I end up with a drawing of a tree on an A4 Double A paper.

Despite the fact that i had no brushes and no palette, just cottonbuds that i was using to dig out my ear-wax...and a tube of buncho black, of-course...oh and some water in a bottle-cap i found on my desk....

Whilst trying my hardest to avoid my books, i watched goong on the com, again...and giggled along with it, ber-emo-ing....and yeah, drew a tree.

but nevertheless, its one of 'those' things that just happens....sometimes...in life....

So, i decided to name 'the tree' - Cottonbudart.